Mój Manifesto

What I'm not suited:

1. dull diligent desktop job
2. people interaction stuff

What I'm officially done doing:

• Stuck In Between
  with one half of past heavy burden
  another half of fear for futuristic uncertainty or commitment
• Hiding Away In My Head and Pray For Things Would Just Blow Away
  which means to take no action at all, spend no money at all, don't even eat and drink for pleasure anymore

3. hospital - hoping for no enter for the rest of my life
4. Living Under Someone Else's Rules
   Putting on the perfect-o puppet show for not one single damn soul

What I do need now:

1. long-term project, lifelong project even, any aspects at all, modified details en-route so No Big Worries Ahead
   just STARTED SOMETHING SOMEWHERE NOW
2. take action, small action like decorating a room, buying a second-hand bike; also big actions, money actions
3. a routine on daily & weekly basis
   by forcing ourselves to execute a routine
   WE CAN FINALLY FEEL NORMAL AGAIN
   To feel like a normal human being Who Deserved To Be Loved & Respected & Happy
4. go outdoor to get some interaction, working toward the final goal of finding a solid new friend

And Always Remember This
We're Only 24

It's Okay If We Don't Have All The Answers At This Time
Nobody Could

It's Okay If We Fall Behind
Or We Lack Skills And Experiences Where Another Peer Processed

Let Things Happen
Let Other People Be Themselves
Let Yourself Be You, Just You, No One Else

Allow Yourself To Behave In Certain Patterns

Remember You Had Your Reasons To Live Your Life That Way
Everybody Had

And We Don't Own Anybody An Explanation Nor Apology

We Don't Have To Prove Our Worth To Anyone

We Don't Have To Please Anyone
We Don't Have To Ask For Permission Or Confirmation

We're Just Placing Our Own Jigsaw Together
One Which Isn't Similar To Anyone, Nor Be Seen By Anyone

It's Okay To Admit We Don't Have All The Answers
And We're Fine With It

We Might Not Made Of The Strongest Iron
But We Are Made Of The Strangest Compound That Ever Existed
Which Is Tougher Than Metal And Softer Than Liquid
And We Will Come Back Again And Again

WE ARE BETTER OFF AT NEVER GETTING BETTER